! cbaran dari noty schaz !

noty schaz ad cabar acik agiwk...
kali nyh... 
agx exterme... but.. 
eay cbar bnde yg acik skew.. hahahahaha
kownx nk tawo x apewh dyownx cbar???
msty kownx nk tawo an2..???
memandang kan noty schaz dh chat....
n dh x jln cm itik an???
hahahahhahaha
acik sjew jer ckp.....
xsngke noty leyh cbar... ehem2!!!
acik ckp at noty....
nt acik nk rgol noty ...
time eay mcowk tnds.. hahahaha
tnds pown jadi ar.. hahahahahaha
acik ckp acik akn mcowk smpai toilet nan eay...
hahahahaha.....
sggop kah???
then acik akn rogol eay at ctuw.. hahaha
tnds bhai??!!!!
kalo x jdy tnds..nt acik rgol eay dlm wyang.. hahahah
ayoo...
mcm2 larh noty nyh....
eay nk tgk s'jouh ane mr.acik leyh time cbaran noty schaz nyh...
hahahaha
well.. kalo eay asek cbar bnde yg acik skew cecgt..
troz an m'cbar.. hahahaha
acik akn bktikan at kmoo yer syg...
hahaha 

! 14 may !

 

appy nye..

bawo dpt tawo yg noty nk jmpe acik 14 may nyh..

but eay ckp dlm mimpi???

mimpi2 pown jd ar.. hehehehe...

miss her seyh.. 

i wanna look different...

when she see me..

i wanna look smart.. hope dpt jmpe eay.

skunk pown xdpt titow lene...

xtawo npewh ..

huh!

ecowk interview keje leyh agiwk titow lmbt.. hahaha

sbb tlalu excited byler my wifey ckp yg 14 may nk jmpe

agiwk bpewh mnggu jer... huhuhuhuh

yesy2.. dpt mnje2 nan eay.....

tpi kalo acik dpt keje...

acik akn ponteng keje seyh..

nk jmpe my bini..

uhuhuhuhuhuhu

nk keje xnk???

ayooo...

tlonx aq tuhan  

! miss u guys !

nyh jue...amy..fiza...eija...ena.. and me
mishh dyownx cecgt ar...
dluw at skolah .. mukew2 nyh ar mcowk
bilik disiplin....
hahaha,...
sbb asek ponteng class....
ckgu asek kejar kteownx
hahaha..
mmg kelakar gyler ar....
acik at ckolah...
apewh agiwk.. tgk wmbot...
ckgu ajar pown tgk2 crmin...
m'gurat awek at luar..
hahaha
well acik nyh jaat at skolah.. but wajin...
5 taun b'turut2 ketua n penolong kelas.. hahahaha
sbb wajin uwat keje ar ckgu xksah.. hahaha
soooo setiap kali ad practise
olahrage
acik n mmbe at ats tuh.. smua kuar awl..
n xmcowk kls..
kteownx buli2 dax bwh kteownx..
hahahaa.....
gdowh2 at skolah...
but ckgu xpenah tulis nmew kteownx. hahaha
fiza n jue n amy smpai knew gntung skolah sbb gduwh..
hahahahaha
mmg besh ar dyownx tuh..
jue tuh...
miss at eay kowt.. acik engt.. time kteownx skndle.. perh~
hahahaha
sweet seyh eay tuh... caring...
but.. jles kuat.. hahaha
kuat mjuwk eay tuh...
hahahaha
smpai skli acik nan eay gdowh..
smpai nk putws kwn gax...
hahahaha
pjuwk2 eay...
oke udah.. ^_^
nseb baek ar.....
fiza lak...
acik engt time acik n eay smew kls.. eay nk acik nan eay jer..
hahahahaha...
cm couple kteownx...
smpai pggl syg2.. hahahaha
beshh ar nan eay...
tpi sjk eay b'ubh..
kteownx xrpt cgt nan eay...
sbb eay asek on the fon nan bf eay.. xskew lorh....
but i miss her.. i miss my fwens...
huhuhuhuhuh  

! tgk movie smlm & n pkir sal kmoO !

 

smlm tgk movie smpai kuwl 6 pg...

perh~

cdeyh gyler ctew tuh....

sal cnte lak tuh....

cm ner eay korban an sgla2nye demi kekasih eay....

then byler kekasih nye mati dlm letupan bom...

eay jdy gyler....

mek ddah n bgai2...

hnye tok lupe an kekasih eay...

acik tgk pown.. cdeyh gyler..

troz t'byang an noty n acik...

acik troz ngesh....

acik xnk bnde cm tuh b'laku at noty n acik.. acik xnk k'hilangan eay...

sbb eay adlah smangat acik..

tenega acik...

nfas n aty acik...

mayb setgh dr kownx msty pkir..

-->ala.acik nyh player.. xckup stuw.. tgk nt msty x kekal nan noty....

msty cry yg laen punye...''

  no.. acik xan cry yg laen2 dh.. she is my last gurll..

kali nyh.. acik xmaen2 an noty...

n acik xpenah2 maen2 an noty...

sbb eay uwat acik jtuwh cnte nan eay...

kownx tawo an rsew cnte n skse nye kalo ownx yg ktew cnte tuh xder..???

susa nk idop tnpe eay..

jnjy n bgai2... but akhir nye??

slah stuw dry ktew meninggl...

psangan ktew sekse yg amt...

uwat keje bodo....

acik xnk noty pown jdy cmtuh....

eay ad bnyk agiwk nk harungi...

acik tawo.. 

stuw ary nt... kalo acik yg xder...

eay akn oke.. she will be fine..

sbb... tddy bear acik nyh... kuat..

tbah....

n acik tawo... eay akn cry p'gnti acik...

acik nk tgk eay bhgia....

snyum..

and acik tawo.. msty noty akn ckp cmnyh

---->i xan gmbre...sbb u xder..i xkuat kalo u xder.. i xan cry p'gnti u....

i dh sumpa....i akn cnte u ...i akn syg u seownx jer...

u are the last in my life....i cnte an u...i nk idop nan u.. bkn tnpe u....

cm ner kalo ktew da ad ank??? apewh i nk ckp at ank i???

kalo ank i tnye mnew ayh nye??? apewh i nk jwb pd ank u b???

promiz u xan tnggl an i....i perlu an u.....i love you soo much b...''

tuh larh noty akn ckp at acik... huhuh

acik skunk nyh.. sdg skse nan mcm2 bnde...

mcm2 noty harungi demi acik.. now.. its my turn to blz smua budi eay...

kali nyh.. acik lak akn skse...

acik xan bia air mtew noty schaz m'galir agiwk...

msj towk noty schaz.....

----->bby.... i xan bia an air mtew u m'galir sbb i agiwk..

time i tngking u..

u ckp i bukn acik yg u knl... tuh bkn i...

yes.. tuh mmg bkn i.. sbb i xpena tngking2 n mawa2 u cm tuh..

kali nyh..

skeyt2 or skse2 ane pown.. i akn kuat an dry i... demi u...

i akn than skeyt2 nye demi u.. supaye u xskeyt agiwk... i promiz...

i will end it all with kehcik...

dont worry bout me...

u knew bnyk rest... i taleyh dox lmew cgt... bdn i lmah cecgt...

kalo nyh last blog i....

i love you soo much bby...

watever happens.. life must go on........

remember that oke..... :)

 

! sdeyh nye sbb tawo awk ckeyt agiwk !

 

sdeyh nye ary nyh...

awk skeyt..

awk at hspital.....

doc ckp tmpt operation awk bngkak..

wsau nye sy.....

xssgop ku bia an bnde mkluk tuh ggoe n sket an awk..

no!!!

sy xan bia an.....

sy akn jgew awk..

bia sy yg knew ggoe...

sy rela skse dry tgk awk t'skse...

maap an sy...

sbb ckp cm nyh..

awk msty akn tnye bnyk soalan.. 

but paam tok kali nyh...

sy bukn ckp slme nyh awk xpaam sy..

but kali nyh awk xpaam

awk wsau an sy lgiwk dr dry awk...

sy xan bia an bnde tuh ggoe life awk..

no!!

nyh antra sy nan kehcik...

sy xan lepas an eay..

kali nyh eay dh t'lmpau...

smpai awk pown dh skeyt2 cm nyh...

eay ngh maen nan ownx yg slah...

just lihat apewh sy akn blz at eay alek......

 

! i love you noty shcaz. !

 

i love you noty schaz...

sy mntk maap sbb uwat awk ngesh...

uwat awk smpai tkowt nan sy..

sy bkn sngja.. sy bkn nk tkowt an awk.. but sy tol2.. tgh sngsara time tuh..

smpai sy t'tngking awk an???

cmpai awk bcew doa pown.. sy dh tngking2 awk an?? suwo awk stop

but dlm aty.. sy nk awk smbung ckp..

dlm aty sy ngesh2 dh awk...

sbb time bcew awk dh ngesh2....

sy nk hlg bnde nyh dry cntrol sy...

and akhir nye.. sy pagar dry sy...

awk ad nan sy time smua tuh b'laku..

awk still nan sy... at sisi sy...

sumpa awl laen dry yg laen.....

kalo gurl laen.. msty dh ptows nan sy..

but awk x...

awk ttp stay nan sy... teman sy harungi smua nyh....

thank you for everything bby...

i love you damn much.. x mungkin sy akn tnggl an awk...

awk tlalu b'harge tok hilang awk...

no way!!!!

sy xan bia an sesape pown amek awk....

apewh pown yg uwat awk ngesh... 

bukan sy..... tetapi ownx laen.....

yg dengki nan ktew...

hope ownx yg uwat tuh akn time akibat nye!!!!

hope eay mati!!!!

sy akn teman n sntiasa nan awk setiap ary bby...

smpai sy hmbus nfas t'akhir...

sowy.....

sbb uwat bby tkowt tdi....

:) yg penting..... smua dh over skunk nyh...

just you and me only now...

i love you

 

! aq , noty , & omg gyler seyh !

woah~
love both of them.. hahahhaa.
gyler2 ku udah cmpai.. skeyt2 pown leyh gyler2 an2?? auw2~
hahahaha...
gmbr nyh da edit lmew da
but xnk bgiwk cecpewh tgk..
ary nyh... kownx dh tgk
hahahaha

xtawo ar nk uwat apewh kalo xder dyownx nyh.. hahahaha
mmg gyler ar.. tdi acik noty n omg goyang2 hahahaha
mksdnye m'nari.. otak blue ekh2?? hahahahaha
engt goyang apewh an2??? ahahahahaha
trok tol perangai!! hahaha
well kownx dgr lguw nyh...
kuat an volume kownx tuh.. pkai headset... be wild...
angguk2..... geleng2... hahahaha...
tgk acik dpt virus dry omg n noty ar nyh.. hahahaha


huhuhuhuh... nk dgr lguw nyh...
puaz2..... tgk video nye..
mmg besh gyler tgk j.LO nari.. hahahaha
dgr n m'nari yer...
love you both

! ownx dengki nan aq & noty !

acik xtawo nk ckp cm ner???
acik sdeyh cecgt..
acik dpt tawo 2 ary yg lepas..
yg acik knew jmpi nan 
ownx yg acik engt an kwn karib smpai muat..
but
now??!!
eay bomoh an acik sbb eay xnk tgk acik gmbre....
eay xnk acik nan noty...
sbb eay gila kan noty schaz...
time  acik couple nan noty..
eay siap mnx couple...
acik agax t'kjuwt byler noty bitaw acik sal nyh...
acik xtawo nk ckp apewh sal eay...
now.. k'ada.an acik b'tmbah agiwk trok.....
acik nk noty sntiasa bhgia...
bnde nyh leyh amek nyawa acik cm tuh jer....
smpai skunk acik leyh rsew cm knew tikam....
pale otak nyh cm knew cucuk nk jarum... msok dlm2..
sket an???
nan k'sakitan nyh.... acik da b'ubah..
angain acik asek nk mawa....
cmpai acik mawa2 noty... eay x uwat slah pown kowt...
acik btowl2 m'yesal knl dax tuh....
acik nk kownx jgew noty...
sbb mayb acik akn jarang un9... sbb acik knew tahan skeyt nyh...
kownx doa2 an acik n noty oke..
hope noty x knew...
but acik tawo noty xan knew punye...
acik jer....


kownx doa2 an acik supaye cpt sembuh 
i love you bby..love kownx gax...
and nyh bkn semata2 nk tkowt an kownx....
nyh btowl2 sdg b;laku... 

! m'mikir'kan tentang future sy !

 

sy sdg pkir kan sal future sy

bnyk sgt mslah....

sy btowl2 xtahan nan smua mslah dlm 

otak sy nyh.....

sy smpai x titow sbb memikirkannye...

sy pkir yg ptut x sy keje nan keadaan sy cm nyh???

mksd sy...

kesihatan sy???

sy senang tok dpt sket dda...

even noty pown ckp xpyh keje sbb keadaan sy....

sy taleyh tencion..

keje an slalu nye tncion jer kan???

enth lorh...

sy pkir sal noty gax....

sy xnk eay pkir bukan2 sal sy...

yelaa sy dh xkeje dh...

dluw sy keje...

but stop sbb kesihatan sy....

b'tmbah agiwk trok....

dda sy senang tok dpt serangan...

tuh jer masalah....

sy dpt keje at pD gax...

but enth???

keje tuh keje hotel.. but sy xtawo ptut x sy giwk??

noty ckp xpyh sbb nt xder cpewh jgew sy at ctuw...

but gaji at ctuw.. oke gax...

masyok gax kalo keje stuw...

at kL lak... sy leyh keje at airport... call center... n bnyk agiwk...

but sy xtawo nk plih ane...

sy towl2 xpaam...

mum pown xbgiwk sy keje sbb kesihatan sy nyh...

kalo x... dh lmew sy keje...

but sy nk keje sbb noty..

hanye sbb eay..

sy xnk tgk eay susa nt..

sy knew b'usaha towk eay...

sket2 nyh bia k'blakang... 

sy keje pown demi ownx yg sy syg...

sy akn try towk tahan skeyt nyh...

skunk sy ad 2 pilihan..

keje at kL or pD???

enth ar....... btowl2 xtawo nk pkir apewh... 

helppppp meeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

serabot pale otak nyh!!!!! argh~~~~~

! abg n akak angkt bawo !

nyh aika n prince acid...
well.. aika nyh akak angkt acik lorh.. hehehehe
n acid lak?? abg ipar... tawo sb apewh??
sbb aika n acid married
23/04/2011...
bawo2 jer..
sweet bebeno kalo dyownx gado.. hahahaha
akak aika nyh.. grang cgt...
tkowt acik auw..... cm noty schaz lak acik tgk.. hahahahaha
mmg sebiji ar dyownx tuh....
cian acik n acid.. dpt bini grng lak tuh.. ahahahaha
acid lak...
ermmm....
knl mcm2 tu jer...
but sjk jady adeq angkt akak aika..
rpt ar lax.. ahahahaha
well situasi acik n acid smew jer...
dpt wifey yg grng cgt..
cian kteownx auw...
nk ngesh~ huhuhuhuhuhuh
bby nk bby!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha~,...
well hope dyownx bhgia slalu....
kekal k..
acik akn doa an kownx.. 
^_^ 

! eay dh x syg aq ker !

 

woah~

dh cm setahun x ckp nan noty...

eay btowl2 dh lupe an aq ker???

aq taleyh mawa...

and aq xingin mawa noty...

sbb aq x sggop nk tgk eay ngesh... bia larh apewh eay nk uwat...

  aq just mampu diam jer...

aq akn diam ... aq xan uwat eay ngesh agiwk....

wlaupown aq wndu setgh mati at eay....

mungkin xckp nan aq uwat eay tenang... n x pkir bnyk2...

sape larh tawo???

aq just nk tgk eay bhgia .....

tuh jer.. aq nk tgk eay appy slalu.. bkn cdeyh.....

ownx ckp aq garang???

garang apewh mende nye??

aq xgarang pown....

luar jer nmpx garang but dlm aty..

lembut s'benarnye...

aq xskew mawa2 ownx tnpe sbb..

and aq pown xder sbb nk mawa2 noty sbb uwat cm nyh...

bia aq idop nan kenang2 aq nan eay..

just missing her soo damn much

! x sempurne tnpe noty schaz !

acik rsew gmbre sesgt nan 
dax at ats nyh...
noty schaz...
umur:17 tahun nyh
bufday: 15/10/1994
status eay: taken by???
by me of coz...
sy bkn bf eay oke..
but usben eay...
arap mklum...
tengz.....
iloveyou bby...

! taleyh titow tnpe dgr sore kmoO !

 

ermmm

susa tok sy titow tnpe dgr sore awk.. tawo....

kalo leyh.. sy xnk titow pown... t'lalu wndu at awk...

miss awk cecgt..

laguw nyh...

kali pertame sy dgr..

sy ngesh.. sbb

bcew lyrics nye...

smbil tgk gmbr awk..

air mtew sy m'galir tnpe sbb..

mmg sy tggu awk...

slme nyh sy tggu awk tok jdy milik sy....

hope awk dgr n btowl2 hayati lyric lguw nyh..

sy rsew awk pown akn ngesh....

sy tawo awk seownx yg agax skew simpan dlm aty...

but 

awk... sy xnk awk simpan dlm aty awk...

sy nk awk sntiasa appy..

nk kte slalu bhgia.. but.. cm ner ekh??

sy pown xtawo crew nye???

but the only thing that is important is that...

i l o v e y o u

tuh jer yg pling penting..

lantak ar apewh ownx laen nk uwat.. 

kte tetap akn b'smew hingge k'akhir hayat kte...

! for you !

I won’t talk
I won’t breathe
I won’t move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don’t look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I’m attatche to you
mmmm

I’m weak
it’s true
cause I’m afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I’ve waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i’ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I’ve waited
this is true

you don’t know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I’m afraid to move

I’m weak
it’s true
I’m just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!

[Chorus]
I’ve waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I’ve waited
this is true

I know when I go
I’ll be on my way to you
the way that’s true

[chorus]
I’ve waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I’ve waited
this is true

! asek gado nan kmoO !

 

acik xtawo nk pkir apewh dh...

acik xtawo npewh acik n noty asek gado k'blkangan nyh???

acik xtawo npewh?? 

acik gado nan eay bkn sbb dry ktew sndry..

but ttg ownx laen....

smua tuh juz makes me more heart pain..

sket dda leyh b'tmbah trok ar kalo asek cm nyh..

acik xsggop nk b'pisah nan eay..

botwl2. xsggop

tlonx ar jgn ggoe hubungan kteownx.. acik xsggop nk gado nan eay dh

bak ktew ownx..

kalo gado...

mkne nyew syg ownx tuh nan sepenuh aty...

but xan slalu knew gado..

bawo smlm acik nan eay

glk2... b'mnj2 nan eay...

wndu smua saat tuh..

wndu sesgt...

acik nk sgt kembali k'saat tuh.. but ??

xtawo cm ner?? kalo larh ad bnde yg leyh putar alek msew

acik akn putar kan alek

msew acik n noty tuh..

time acik n noty ngh glk2..

nobody but us..

just us..

but acik tawo sume tuh x mungkin leyh b'laku...

acik wndu saat acik renung mtew eay...

wndu glk ketawa eay tuh..

but nk uwat cmner??

dh gado an??

acik just bncy byler gado nan eay..

acik slalu luah an perasaan acik dlm blog nyh sbb acik tawo xder cpewh mayb akn bcew..

and xder cpewh akn tawo ttg perasaan acik..

acik tenang an dry nan dgr music..

smua mslah akn jus ilang cm tuh...

hope acik xan timbul an mslah agiwk..

maap an sy....

 

! b'jaya uwat eay jujo nan dry eay !

smlm
acik nan noty ngh gayot...
suwo eay titow.. bkn nk titow...
acik nan eay titow kuwl 6a.m..
bpk lmew ar ktew ownx gayot... lepas gyot...
un9 agiwk.. hahhaha... mte acik agown2 dh bngkak dh...
cm ownx lepas bawo ngesh..ahahahahha..~
acik nan noty glk besa jerw smlm.. hahahaha
smpai acik skeyt dda.. btuk2...... xleyh nfas nan btowl dh.. hahhaha...
she made appy yesterday..
tnpe sebarang pergaduhan...
acik n noty bhgia aje....


then.. tbew msew nyew.. towk gule2 nyonya...
ley ar... acik pkir eay skeyt jer sbb tuh ckp oke jer.. hahahaha
kalo x.???
slalu nye sore eay kuat.... kdg2 acik pkir mum eay xdgr ker 
ank nye jerit cm tuh???
hhahahaha... mayb mum eay pown da titow mati... trok tol.. hahahaa
like mother.. like daughter... hahahaha botwl x kownx??


then acik ckp at eay.. ptg tdi mum tgk flight tiket....
eay nk alek kmpung kowt.. kalo x silap.. sbb ad sdara eay meninggal..
bnyk cgt ownx meninggal kan2???
then acik ckp at eay...
--->''bby...ary tuh time at kmpung...mum n dad ngh dox b'bincng  nan abg2 n adeq2 eay...
dyownx ckp kalo b n sis xubah2... dyownx nk pindah ker overseas...(united state)
bby sggop x bia b giwk???
:----->emmmmmmmm....
lepas tuh ea diam tok seketika....
--->bby!!! dgr x???
:----->bby dgr....ermmmm giwk larh... bby xnk hlg b..bby xnk kong2 life b...
bby akn tggu b at cny....
acik t'sntap jap... woah~
jwpan eay tuh lepas 10 mint auw... jap jer kan eay pkir??
acik pown pelix...
then acik ckp at eay..
---->bby... bby suwo b giwk.... but if ad bnde b'laku at b???
oke..bby xikuwt b giwk airport sbb bby jouh an??mayb sumthing leyh blaku at b 
time otw ker airport??? at airport leyh blaku gax..
dlm kapal terbang tuh pown leyh??? bby suwo b pergi...
but ad x bby pkir sal risiko nye???
yea i know i have to think positive
but bby sggop ker b'jouhan nan b??
nt xder cpewh akn tmn bby gyot mlm...tmn bby ngesh
pjuwk bby....b'mnje2 nan bby....
bby ckp bby leyh pkir pnjang... b rsew nyh bkn pkir pnjag.. and u call yourself mature???
b nk bby jujo nan dry bby... jujo nan aty bby tuh..
stop trying to make other people appy...
think about yourself first.. then others...
bby slalu jdy tmpt luahan aty..
but byler bby nk luah an mslah bby... sape ad???
nobody...
so pkir dry u dluw sbelom ownx laen...
skunk i nk jwpan u??
leyh x u jwb nan jujo???
troz noty snyp.... acik leyh dgr cm eay ngesh....
acik t'snyum jp...
xsngke acik jadi cikgu jp.. hahahahahaha
aey ngesh non stop ar.... 
then lme-klamaan..
acik b'jaya uwat eay stop ngesh...
acik just xnk eay tpuw dry eay
acik tawo xder cpewh pnah tgur eay cm tuh.. but
acik tgur cmtuh demi k'baekkan eay gax...


hope kownx pown jujo nan dry kownx....
pkir dr sndry sblom ownx laen....
^_________^

! lapa but menuggu kmoO pulang !

acik
xdpt nk text nan noty lmew cgt.. but
acik ad bitaw yg mum nk gnew fon acik..
 acik ckp.. tggu jp.. jp agiwk acik pkai fon mum
byler acik dh gnew..
acik text noty...
xrep...
:(
sdeyh nye aty nyh...
acik engt baek kol jer ... an??
acik kol
and eay x angkt....
bnyk kali lak tuh...
ermm..
acik tggu eay un9..
dry tdi acik tggu..
pnadd but tggu gax...
acik rsew cm nk pengsan pown ad.. huhuhuhuh
but nk uwat cm ner???
dh ckp cnte ownx tuh..
xksah ar.. nk tggu bpewh lmew pown...
hope eay oke n slamt jer..
hope xder pape b'laku at eay...
miss her soo much...
acik nk uff pc.. nk rest.. sket dda lak.. huhuhuh


to be continew......