! awk mawa nan sy !

awk..
awk mawa sy..
sdeyh sy..
sy xsngaja nk uwat awk mawa....
sy tgh mjowk nan awk time tuh..
then.. ttbe awk ckp
'npe nan u nie...kalo i ad uwat sla..
maap an i..smua ownx nk mawa i ary nyh...
k la.. byep.'
sy xtawo pape pown awk dh ckp cm tuh???
sy xtawo nk ckp apewh..
dh lbeyh 7text sy bgiwk at awk...
awk xnk rep stu pown..
nan gado nan dad nye..
sy mcowk blex n ngesh puaz2...
awk xtawo an..
sbb awk pown ngh mawa nan sy...

mmg nseb sy eh
slalu kne mawa nan ownx..
sy tawo kdg2 
perangai sy cm sial cikit.. but 
i didnt mean anything..

dr tdi kowt sy gado nan fmly..
just x bitaw awk jer..
sbb sy xnk awk risau..
sy nk awk uwat sy glk.. nan lwak awk tuh.. huhuhuh
but xsmpai...
cdeyh aty nyh...
perasaan nyh.. amt m;yakit an..
but nk uwat cm ner an???
t'pkse than.. simpan dlm aty...
sbb xnk kongsi rahsie2 mslah fmily..
agax maluw....

i just feel soo alone today...
wlaupown awk sntiasa text sy..
but..
sy slalu rse k'seownx an ...
xder cpewh tawo sal mslah dlm aty nyh..
wlaupown sy bitaw awk..
awk pkir 2 kali..
sme ad nk caye or x??
rsew cm nk mati jer..
at least sy x uwat ownx cdeyh...
maap an sy...